Although I was not expecting AF to show until later this week, my temps dropped significantly yesterday and have remained low. Also yesterday I discovered a plethora of acne (please remind me in a month that this is a sign of AF, not pregnancy…) and today I have unbelievable cramps. And I never ever have cramps like this, unless it’s day one of my period! I thought it was a bit early for me to be getting AF, but all the signs point to yes, except for the actual AF!!!
Why the F do I have to have cramps like this without starting AF??? The problem is once that bitch shows, I’ll still have cramps, and I always rely on having one or maybe two days of cramps – max. Now, I’m having a day of “pre-AF” cramps – bullshit, that’s what this is!!!!
On another note, I ordered the drugs for my IUI cycle. I have some left over from last cycle, so I ONLY had to spend $877 on meds this cycle instead of the almost $2K I spent last month, so that’s good I guess. Still pissed I have to spend anything at all – this all sucks.
Yes, I’m generally in a pissy mood, but at least I’m angry instead of sad…
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i hope the bitch shows up real soon!! i have still bunch of meds left over from 1st ivf that i can use for round 2, so i prefer to think of it as "saving" money. so, you JUST saved $1200!! wahoo! wathcha gonna do with your new found wealth?
ReplyDeleteit's better to have your angry pants on more than your sad pants. this way, you're in the right mind to kick infertility in the bootay this time around. i'm sending you bunch of *good vibes* and keeping *fingers crossed* for you that this cycle goes perfectly :o)
Grr. Seriously, it's time to move on already!!
ReplyDeleteUgh. Bitch AF! I'm hoping that she shows or at least has the decency to let your acne clear up. I'm sorry to hear that she's being coy. I also suffer cramps, so I really feel your pain.
ReplyDeleteHate AF and all that she brings so I am doing a little AF dance for you in the hope she actually shows up soon!! Hang in there sweetie!!! BIG HUGS!!!!
ReplyDeleteAF sucks! Good luck with everything!
ReplyDeleteAF SUCKS!! Sorry for the horrid cramps this time, but I'm excited for you to get going on a new cycle. Good luck!
ReplyDeleteMy periods are the one thing that really make me miss being on the pill. They were so predictable then--I knew exactly when I would feel icky and crampy and when it would end. Now, they're different every time and much worse cramping. It sucks. But I'm excited that you get to move on to the next thing soon!
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